During my long absence which I believe will not die until the 14th of April did any one feel it? Did anyone miss me or my posts?? ….
Well I guess no one.Although I am very sorry that I did not let you lovelies know 😦 ..Life isn’t very easy for me..I would have informed you guys about it but the laptop was taken away from me and by the way it wasn’t my laptop but my sister’s.I do not have one and yeah cool! …no! not cool!
Anyway I have a hell lot of stuffs to share with you guys and I can’t wait at all!!!!
Move on to my next post and you will read and get to know all about it and hopefully you’re going to enjoy it!
I am so looking forward to a new beginning
A beginning that is intensely compelling
With a ray of hope that is brightly shimmering,
A life adorned with joy will finally be rising.
That moment or should I say that minute when you realize that there is no turning back now.You are living in your worst and the most grotesque dream ever..
There is no relief ..no escape..no room to breathe..no room to cry..no space to shout…not a single loop hole at all…
What would you do?.Where would you escape?.Where would you look for a guardian?Your path,your light?Where is the aid?
Every now and then you can sniff danger.Something terrible,something dark with dread teetering at the edge of panic is sprinting towards you.You finally believe that there is no turning back now and you got to face what is coming by hook or by crook.
Out of the blue when the lids of your eyes turn and that relief,that happiness,that peace that you undergo is so hard to express!!
So unbelievable and contrasting it is and you wont let yourself dare see darkness again.You wont turn the leaves of yours eyes this time in the fear of meeting it all.
That moment when the bright white ray of hope pierces the pitch black darkness of your view it all begins to make some sense.You jump out of that pit with your heart in your hands and your eyes bright open.NOW! Now is the moment.Now is the relief.Now is the happiness.Now is what you were looking for desperately the entire time in your dreams.That moment is so inexpressible.Words can’t explain its value.
In the darkness of your room as you hear the others exhaling and inhaling deeply,your heart starts thumping even louder.It takes like ages for you to realize that you are back to life.The fear will eat you..The darkness will kill you.Scarier than a ghost it remains lingering behind you.Your dark thoughts and fear has become your shadow now….
Every now and then the horrendous flashbacks of the nightmare drifts you to that dark corner.Although you fight bravely to forget all that has happened and agree that it is all just a dream.
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