HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

BONJOUR PEEPS!!! ❤ ❤ 😀 😀 😀

Let’s invite 2017 and January after another round.

Welcome 2017!!

Let us all set LOVE free and prison the HATE.

May God shower your ongoing days from this year until eternity with the best of all he has in your life! I hope you will find sprinkles of laughter and ecstasy lurking in your path ahead. Start your day with a smile and end it with one too.Relax through every hardships believing in better days. Every end is a new beginning. Let us turn the other side of the leaf and give ourselves second chances.Oblivion the past,bury the worse and work for the best.If you hope for the greatest and struggle for it there is no doubt that 2017  will gift you with packs of glory.

*STAY HAPPY.

*YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL.

*YOU ARE NEVER FULLY DRESSED WITHOUT A SMILE.

*Haters gonna hate

DON’T YOU FORGET ANY OF THIS!!!!

Spraying showers of love to all of you and New year’s greetings,

Shaima.A.R

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Farewell 2016

I gathered a couple of crippling  and dying stems of burnt roses that were battling the last seconds of their lives and left it near a stone.

Painting RIP 2016 on the stone and carving my name right below it using the professional cursive handwriting that I was born to draw in and pasted a sticker of a bright emoji from a long time ago next to it.I tilted my head as I was glaring at it’s weirdness and let a slight smile crawl across my stern cheeks.What a contrast to the somber and tedious atmosphere, I thought.

A truculent whirlwind possessing others mourning memories came with a strong gush and blew my soulless roses.Shredding them apart and grinding them into ashes.It rustled through the place and then left me lonely near the stone.

I laid next to it and shut my eyes that were battling oceans.

What have I buried? Maybe myself who is tired now.I have no energy for the ride.It was pretty long.Just too much.

2016….

Does life care whether it is 2016 or 2020..Does God care? ..Nope..It’s just our thoughts.

Life goes on.And it does not new or old years to make it happen.

We just grabbed some days and nights and labeled them into days,weeks,months or years.

Now I hear and see people talk and write about a New Year.Who 2017? Okayy cool!

They say we have , “365 new days and 365 new chances”.

But every year ends the same damn way!

The same stories , the same endings,the same lessons,the same pain,the same happiness,the same freaking cycle!

To be honest that is the beauty of life.

Live it to the fullest because you never know what tomorrow brings.

2016 in my journal was ridiculous.I just have one word, “ridiculous”.And the rest ? Allah knows.

I travelled from country to country.

Jumped from across the Atlantic into a gigantic and scary melting pot.

Met the most ………………… people of my life. Oh my god that was hard.I just don’t know what word to put there.I have no words to explain how amazing these people were are.So I would leave it.I don’t want it to describe them too less.I met real friends and had to leave them.I just met them for months and you wont believe the bond!! It all happened so fast.

I  lived in moments that I never believed existed.

I grew up so much and learnt way too much. – “GROWING UP IS A TRAP”

Lost…..Lost and lost. The best 3 words I can use to describe my 2016.But when you lose, you gain.And I believe that.Now I am wondering what good God had left for me.To be honest there is so much.I am just drowning in the negative too much that the evil is not letting me taste the good.I pray to break free from the evil and see 2017 with a much clearer view.

I experienced snow for the first time ever.As well as continuous rain and the sensation of seasons.I have always seen the beauty of seasons on TV but now I could finally touch it.(I moved from a very hot place where summer was basically the only season of the year …well it did have some kinda winter 😛 )

I had to leave my birth-land , its beauty , homeliness, love ,people .

You know what guys , there is more.But I don’t feel like mentioning because let the past be in past.I just don’t want that feeling of longing to take over me because of writing about it.And I wouldn’t blame 2016, It is LIFE!

So that was some of thing I was thinking about near the stone with my eyes shut.I just wanted to live those moments a little.

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Comment 3 words that describes your 2016 .

All the love,

Shaima A.R

Take care.

xx

The piercing sun rays defeated the clouds.

I leaped out of the darkness

by crumpling my thoughts and pushing the avalanche of negativity rising over me.

No more tragedy.

That’s it.

Farewell buddy.

I have learnt a couple of stuffs..

To see the bright light in the dark.

The good in the bad

The positive in the negative

The deserve in the wants.

The reason in the event

And most importantly the love in the hate.

¡ADIOS!

(PS I take Spanish classes sooo…..tryna show off a bit..But wait everyone knows Adios…duhh!.oops gotta try something better next time)

SEEYAAA Beautiful people..

REMEMBER THE HATERS GONNA HATE!!

XOXO

TC

SHAIMA A.R >>>>>>

Messed up.

My world is sinking.

I am exhaustively twisted.

Just like blind snakes or your tangled ear phones?

…………………………………………………………………………….

I cry..

Calm tears.

The ones that flow down your cheek silent and soothingly.

The ones that bounce out of the tear home from too much weight and pressure.

Just like the clouds and water droplets.

…………………………………………………………………………………

I am concerned.Very concerned about what they do or think.

I think I am stupid but I also want people to be “me”.

I feel every one is going astray!

All that I want to do is interfere.

Intervene in other’s business and shout the truth or just get things right by hook or by crook

And then I am misunderstood.

“A child should be like a child! ,stop shamelessly poking around in elderly businesses!!”

Believe it or not youth is the most difficult time of life.So many strange and unknown habits evolve from within.

………………………………………………………………………….

I think every single one of us have our flaws.

Big or small

Forgivable or not

Our flaws are what makes us.

………………………………………………………………..

Everyone is a liar.

…………………………………………………………………

No one should scream for respect but earn it.

And now that I see they have lost my respect ,I don’t know what they are going to do about it.

Honestly I don’t know!

Everyone is screwed up.

Everyone has their very own overwhelming tragedy.

It all is messed up.

I feel terrible about such things.

About certain things

These things cannot be changed.

They are all about who you chose to be.

And being questioned about such a thing is the worst.

Because that is when you are messing with temper issues.

If only this universe could halt.

If only all the dramas could be strained.

I could breathe .

Breathe fresh air.

And let every one inhale it too

My sense of fresh air isn’t clear air full of fresh oxygen but air that is bereft of evil,lies,swears and countless dramas and pain.

Right now, I will curl up in to a ball and fall asleep with these thoughts spinning drowsily in my head.

When will it come to a dead end?

(PS JUST A COLLECTION OF MY THOUGHTS AT MIDNIGHT..This night and almost every night it just adds up.”New things to worry about”)