Nope! I did not perish.

Many of life’s tragedies start with happiness, joy, and ecstasy.

Morning does not show the day.

Well, maybe it did for you or them.

But not for everyone.

You might be one lucky person today completely elated from all of the blessings floating around you.Little did you know that it was just an examination.

Growing up I learned that if you laugh too much, you end up shedding tears.

It might sound stupid to many of you but I am talking about my own experiences.

See, I had really crazy and incredible days in my life and I am bound to be more than just satisfied with what I have now.I take everything as a blessing.Honestly, I try to see or make everything seem like a blessing so that I don’t abdicate and collapse somewhere down the road.

I want to make myself loud and crystal clear about this that I am not any random freak blogging here or just another depressed teen and her drama.

I am NORMAL.More than you could ever imagine.Let me assure you of that!

Here is my schedule:

School,study,eat,pray,sleep,Netflix,music.  >>>>Anything wrong with that? 🙂 NOPE.See…I am fine.

For the last couple of months until last week people have been asking me stuff like am I okay or not,”I have changed”,”my blog has become melancholic”,”and blah blah……??”.Look I really appreciate it.I do.Trust me.Thank you so much.But there is more to this entire life of mine than you think.Just because I am normal I don’t smile every damn second.I have emotions, I feel mad,bad, angry and whatever!

Anyway, let’s get to the positive part.

Here I am after a very long time.HIIIII!!!!

I cannot assure you guys if I will blog frequently again but do really miss it.

How are you guys? Hopefully good.

You know what?

Just remember…..Yep, my important points..I  used to include them at the end of all my posts…Seems like I have forgotten them myself when I needed them.

  • You are beautiful
  • Stay happy, not crappy
  • Think first! Then make good decisions in life.(new one)
  • The haters gonna hate but you gotta hold your chin high.


Love always,

Shaima A. Rahim ❤


Wandering across the scarred face of the earth we never pull this down.

With Acquaintances or loved ones,we wear the mask that switches itself.

For every situation ,we pick a mask to wear.

And show the world what not we are.

We hide behind these masks as though they are our shelter.

And treat them with so much attention.

Masks that frown,laugh and grin.

Masks that conceal stories and fears.

Masks that we wear to fit in.

Masks that we are forced to wear.

Sometimes these masks might take you far my dear

but not further than what your true self can.

So much we are engulfed  within these masks that at a point it gets to glued to our faces and stapled to our souls.

Finally these masks tragically overtake who we really are.

The Mystery Blogger Award.


FIRSTLY I WOULD LOVE TO THANK  Josh Gross | The Jaguar a wonderful follower and friend of mine FOR NOMINATING ME FOR THIS AMAZING AWARD!! THANK YOU SOOOO MUCH FOR THIS NOMINATION.IT MEANS ALOT AND LOT AND LOT 😀 😀 😀 !! I deeply appreciate it.

Guys please check out his blog and definitely follow him.I have learnt a lot about wild life and other great stuff from this brilliant blog.xx


As with all awards, the Mystery Blogger Award comes with some rules. They are:

  • Post the award logo/image on your blog.
  • List the rules.
  • Thank whoever nominated you and provide a link to their blog.
  • Mention the creator of the award and provide a link as well.
  • Tell your readers 3 things about yourself.
  • You have to nominate 10 – 20 people.
  • Notify your nominees by commenting on their blog.
  • Ask your nominees any 5 questions of your choice; with one weird or funny question (specify).
  • Share a link to your best post(s).

The Mystery Blogger Award was created by Okoto Enigma, and she describes it as:

An award for amazing bloggers with ingenious posts. Their blog not only captivates; it inspires and motivates. They are one of the best out there, and they deserve every recognition they get. This award is also for bloggers who find fun and inspiration in blogging and they do it with so much passion.

3 Facts About Me

1.I hate bananas.The smell of it makes me puke right away! but I love fooodddd!!  😛

2.I can sing really well and have also won in a contest in my school. 😀

3.I love my height!! TALL all the way!!

I know my facts sound quite silly but these are all I could think about. 🙂

Q & A

  1. If you could go anywhere in the world for free, where would it be?

Oman. 🙂 .I would just run back to Oman. Nothing else in mind. 🙂

2.What is your favorite holiday?

The summer holidays are my life.No school! No early morning headaches! No avalanches of homework to climb.Just dancing under the sun! 😀 😎😎

3.Why did you start blogging?

I honestly had no idea at all about this blogging universe before.The only thing I was familiar with was the word “blogging” and “blog” and all that.During 2015’summer vacation I was so idle and used to always waste my time watching TV and doing every useless thing possible.So my eldest sister came up with this idea of diverting my rusting brain into some thing good,useful,interesting and very fun as well which was blogging.Ever since that day blogging has become a part of my everyday work and I really enjoy it!

4.What is your favorite hobby?

Blogging,lettering , calligraphy,doodles,listening to music ,thinking ,reading and writing.Also EATINGGG!! 😁😁

5.If you like doughnuts, what is your favorite kind? If you do not like doughnuts, are you feeling alright? (weird/funny).

Vanilla frosted doughnut and Marble frosted doughnut. 😍😍😍 Life tbh!

 Best posts:

Dark & Bruised

It’s a lonely road…

Five Questions for Nominees✌✌

1.What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up on?

2.Name 3 things in nature which you find most beautiful?

3.What is your biggest pet peeve?

4.If you had one day left in this world, how would you spend it?

5.Do you like to sing in the shower?(funny/weird)

MY NOMINEES ! (I am actually really clumsy so I will keep it limited! Sowwy ^^ )😇😇

Azura Skies
















300 Followers..Wait..!!! What?

Hello World!!

Heyy guys!!! how are you all doing? I am cool…not really..but never mind…forget it.

I know I keep disappearing into the thin air and you guys are no longer waiting for my posts, because why should you? If I don’t have the time for postings anything for you guys then why should you guys waste your time..

Anyway the best part here is some how even though I get on just occasionally i reached 300 followers and my current tally is 320!! Really?? ❤  😀


Thank you all soooo much!! You guys are the best!!

I promise I will try to come on more often soooo keep in touch with my blog.

All the love,

Shaima A.R


Not ready for school!

Hey guys!! How are you all? Hopefully awesome! 😀

Now let me tell you the worst news!


OMG I am not ready for school at all.To be honest I am never ready for school these days.I just don’t want to go there.Well no one wants to.The thing is I love studying.Believe it or not! but I hate school because of the dull atmosphere.It suffocates me!

The nine days holidays are unfortunately over and I luckily completed all my home works,studied the notes, but not ready! Nope! NOT AT ALL!!

Anyways guys I hope you are all feeling better than I am!


All the love

Shaima A.R





BONJOUR PEEPS!!! ❤ ❤ 😀 😀 😀

Let’s invite 2017 and January after another round.

Welcome 2017!!

Let us all set LOVE free and prison the HATE.

May God shower your ongoing days from this year until eternity with the best of all he has in your life! I hope you will find sprinkles of laughter and ecstasy lurking in your path ahead. Start your day with a smile and end it with one too.Relax through every hardships believing in better days. Every end is a new beginning. Let us turn the other side of the leaf and give ourselves second chances.Oblivion the past,bury the worse and work for the best.If you hope for the greatest and struggle for it there is no doubt that 2017  will gift you with packs of glory.




*Haters gonna hate


Spraying showers of love to all of you and New year’s greetings,







Farewell 2016

I gathered a couple of crippling  and dying stems of burnt roses that were battling the last seconds of their lives and left it near a stone.

Painting RIP 2016 on the stone and carving my name right below it using the professional cursive handwriting that I was born to draw in and pasted a sticker of a bright emoji from a long time ago next to it.I tilted my head as I was glaring at it’s weirdness and let a slight smile crawl across my stern cheeks.What a contrast to the somber and tedious atmosphere, I thought.

A truculent whirlwind possessing others mourning memories came with a strong gush and blew my soulless roses.Shredding them apart and grinding them into ashes.It rustled through the place and then left me lonely near the stone.

I laid next to it and shut my eyes that were battling oceans.

What have I buried? Maybe myself who is tired now.I have no energy for the ride.It was pretty long.Just too much.


Does life care whether it is 2016 or 2020..Does God care? ..Nope..It’s just our thoughts.

Life goes on.And it does not new or old years to make it happen.

We just grabbed some days and nights and labeled them into days,weeks,months or years.

Now I hear and see people talk and write about a New Year.Who 2017? Okayy cool!

They say we have , “365 new days and 365 new chances”.

But every year ends the same damn way!

The same stories , the same endings,the same lessons,the same pain,the same happiness,the same freaking cycle!

To be honest that is the beauty of life.

Live it to the fullest because you never know what tomorrow brings.

2016 in my journal was ridiculous.I just have one word, “ridiculous”.And the rest ? Allah knows.

I travelled from country to country.

Jumped from across the Atlantic into a gigantic and scary melting pot.

Met the most ………………… people of my life. Oh my god that was hard.I just don’t know what word to put there.I have no words to explain how amazing these people were are.So I would leave it.I don’t want it to describe them too less.I met real friends and had to leave them.I just met them for months and you wont believe the bond!! It all happened so fast.

I  lived in moments that I never believed existed.

I grew up so much and learnt way too much. – “GROWING UP IS A TRAP”

Lost…..Lost and lost. The best 3 words I can use to describe my 2016.But when you lose, you gain.And I believe that.Now I am wondering what good God had left for me.To be honest there is so much.I am just drowning in the negative too much that the evil is not letting me taste the good.I pray to break free from the evil and see 2017 with a much clearer view.

I experienced snow for the first time ever.As well as continuous rain and the sensation of seasons.I have always seen the beauty of seasons on TV but now I could finally touch it.(I moved from a very hot place where summer was basically the only season of the year …well it did have some kinda winter 😛 )

I had to leave my birth-land , its beauty , homeliness, love ,people .

You know what guys , there is more.But I don’t feel like mentioning because let the past be in past.I just don’t want that feeling of longing to take over me because of writing about it.And I wouldn’t blame 2016, It is LIFE!

So that was some of thing I was thinking about near the stone with my eyes shut.I just wanted to live those moments a little.



Comment 3 words that describes your 2016 .

All the love,

Shaima A.R

Take care.