Love at first sight.

A glistening encounter with the mixture of love and miracle during that moonlit night is a memory that she will forever cherish until the day she feels loved by the man of her destiny.

Walking solo across the dim segment of the park and trying to enjoy the night although that day was one of those lame family day out.”Let me have a peace of mind and think about something apart from all the assignments up in my chaotic mind”, she thought.

At some point she felt quite uneasy and wanted to fix her scarf in the reflection on her cell. Not very far away she noticed a couple of guys walking just few inches away from her but too close to pass her because of her steady motion. Perfectly waxed dragon hairstyles and yeah hot! One of them looked a little too flirty while the other somewhat polite from some angle she considered. Her regular habit of “describing” if she ever comes across a dashing teenager ,guys or girls .Except she felt a very strange pang that very instant .But the view was way too blur and so she couldn’t make out much. At least she was a clever girl and quite shy. Never glances at guys by looking directly but has every cute thought behind. But she was the kind who didn’t get slayed down with attractive moves and all that magnetic smiles or at least reflects them on her expression. “Nope I will never show you that I just got carried away or even if I did I don’t care. I can dust away all that notorious intentions from my mind. My mind isn’t bombarded with such thoughts”, her dialogues when it comes to love. Rejecting every single proposal at school with confidence, she is one of those darn ‘single and proud’ women.

Within a minute of noticing them both and “dusting their presence and cute looks” there poked a voice. “Whoopph rock it girl” ugh what a cliché she thought. One of the guys winked at her polite smile that she produced by pressing her lips together. But something else occurred at the same time. The vibes were flowing straight away from the other guy .The one she called polite from a strange perspective. It was him that her body felt different about. Something special. The pang she felt slightly a couple of minutes ago exploded throughout her body now. She began to feel so warm. His eyes directly into hers like he was staring at a fallen angel and the look on his face from the previous laughter morphed into a nervous love struck expression. That miraculous eye contact slowed down the night. It felt like the universe bursted with bright lights enveloping their surrounding with its power. All that was left in their eyeballs was the reflection of each other’s soul that was awashed in love. It was a tragic scene of how he was struggling and try to speak out but it looked purely like his lips were stapled together and it was just too much for him to do. He looked like he lacked the energy to even part his lips from the mesmerized distance. All his energy drained out with that one stare that hadn’t lasted even more than minute seconds. So intense was the feeling that his friend ended up nudging him and wrapping his arms around his shoulders and dragging him to move on.

“Is this the end ?”she questioned herself as she stood there still. As of that split second when the miracle commenced till a couple of minutes passed since he was forced to leave she stood there still, all alone in the same flushed look and positioned under the moonlight that was pouring down on either of them. But now only on her chilling soul. She felt cold and alone. Like she gained as well as lost a big part of her in a single moment. She felt so numb and paralyzed. It occurred to her that whatever  heavenly occurred a few minutes back was unreal. Just the trick of the eye. But every time her mind gets stolen aback she quivers from what had now turned into an unbelievable memory.

Finally when she dared turn her head from her paralyzed position only slightly she spotted him looking for her with rigid desperation. This time he was with a gang. They must’ve been planning on something great but his eyes were hunting and his mind was elsewhere. Then he found her but again while he was about to rest his eyes to calm the lust towards her .She did her best to turn her eyes away. There was no point of stressing those feelings she thought. Just a night and only a couple of seconds what difference does that make? It was going to hurt anyway. His friends were forced to bang the sense into him when they caught where his eyes were fixed. Laughing slightly they took him away. So far away..This time they never met anymore. The eyes were crying to see him one last time but it was over. Oblivion. It never happened before. Just another teenage trauma. But it wasn’t anything that she would die for or have around every day. It was too different.

She was very much aware that if they were meant to be destiny would bring them together. But although she can’t read her destiny it already hinted her on that very night that he wasn’t the one. She can picture him with his girlfriend enjoying his time. She can bet with immense confidence that he has no memory of that night. Falling in love was an everyday matter for those guys. That night, years back, seems more like an intriguing and a little too magical event in their lives. Although she is obvious that she remembers every whit of that night because she never found love to be this beautiful. But he must’ve. And there was no doubt in her mind about that fact. Ears still flash red when the mind drowns in that night’s memory and every time she thinks of it a breeze from that very night containing his strong and sweet fragrance comes lurking around her.

 

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BLIND

DARK

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NOISE

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ECHOS

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DARK

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MUSIC

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DARK

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SOUNDS

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DARK

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LAUGHTER

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DARK

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CRIES

DARK

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CHIRPINGS

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DARK

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DEATH

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DARK…

 

CLOSE YOUR EYES

OTHERWISE TIE A PIECE OF CLOTH AROUND YOUR EYES.

EXPERIENCE THE WORLD FOR THE BLIND…………….

 

STUCK FAST ,

RAPID    ,

HYSTERICAL,

FRANTIC,

ISOLATED

MESSED UP

ANY MOMENT YOUR WORLD MIGHT EXPLODE

OR

YOUR BRAIN MIGHT LITERALLY BOMBARD WITH OVER INQUISITIVE THOUGHTS ANY SPLIT SECOND.

SECONDS,MINUTES,HOURS,DAYS,WEEKS,MONTHS AND YEARS ARE PASSING BY BUT DARKNESS IS THE  ONLY COLOUR.

BLACK……..PITCH BLACK……..

IT FEELS LIKE THE BLINDS OF YOUR EYES WILL NEVER TURN OVER ITS LIDS.THE  EYES STRUGGLE ,SCREAM ,CRY AND LONG FOR HAVING ITS GAZE FOR ONCE OVER ALL THAT THE EARS SWALLOW AND THE BRAIN WONDERS.

IT ALL IS HIDDEN BEHIND A SINGLE CURTAIN.THAT WORLD THAT THE HEART DIES TO BELIEVE IS JUST A CURTAIN AWAY.

 

DARK

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NOISE

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DARK

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ECHOS

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DARK

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MUSIC

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DARK

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SOUNDS

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DARK

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LAUGHTER

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DARK

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CRIES

DARK

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WORDS

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SILENCE………………………….

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DARK

DEATH

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DARK…

>>>>>>>>>>>A mere ray of light from the life after.<<<<<<<<

 

When I was little I thought that our world was a place where anyone could be anything. Turns out that reality is far beyond messed up.

Every race, colour, religion, ethnic and the various other beautiful God given forms we were born  with fit together like a complicated jigsaw puzzle. Too many kinds, too many shapes and sizes and what’s more but in the end we are all connected to one another. With a single kind mislaid the entire globe seems incomplete. To make the world a better place we need to educate ourselves about the value of every individual. Because the good that we are starving for can only be fixed if we come together and understand who we really are.

WE ALL HAVE LIMITATIONS

WE ALL HAVE MISTAKES

WE ALL HAVE A LOT IN COMMON.

We belong from all around the world. Beware if you are taking these words simply. Every day will prove you wrong about all you know. Mingle with people. There is no harm in getting along with people and stalk them if you find his personality hidden behind a mask. Try and remove the mask. If you are so bothered about a stranger then get to know him or her before being rude and stand with your false views. But don’t shoot harsh expressions and reply kind smiles with nasty scouls.Why would anyone do that? To be honest I am speaking about my own experience.I literally faced all that. Being just hardly 15 years old I have learnt enough about the world by surfing through the web for a couple of hours a day and travelling on streets for few minutes. I face the worst times of my life. But because every day is a new hope I ‘try’ and dust all the bad that ever happened and give my best. I will smile and try spreading love by being a Muslim even if half of the people reply rude stares to that. Because when they do that I don’t burn with wild energy but my heart withers and my world explodes. I feel weak and hopeless. But that split second when people are nice to me I feel like hugging them and never letting them go.They just make my day.All the stares that we have to endure every time we breathe the outside air are ok for us. We will accept it cause no option. People these days have a disease of staring.Every one of us stare at times that’s ok?I have that disease too.

 

VIOLENCE HAS NO RELIGION

VIOLENCE HAS NO COUNTRY

IT HAS VIOLENCE ITSELF..

THE MORE THE BAD GUYS SUCCEED TO MISLEAD US, THE MORE MOTIVATED THEY GET.

FIGHT THE NEGATIVE ENERGY!

Speaking about terrorism the worst creation ever. They neither have religion nor humanity in themselves. They are beastly creatures that plan to cut ties between nations and religions. They starve to see chaos between religions and that’s why they name themselves MUSLIMS! They scream Allahu Akbar and practice burning sins. And then you think oh yes these bad guys are really Muslims and ALL Muslims are BAD. My dear brothers and sisters these guys are going around killing your family and bombing our families too and I am so sorry about all the tragedies. Few weeks back our religious place was bombed on our Beloved Prophet’s Masjid (Mosque).Now tell me are they Muslims. No religion teaches violence. It is irresponsible to go around labeling every Muslim as Terrorists. WE must understand that. We must stick together.Because their dreams are to see the world fall apart and everyone against each other. Muslims as the root of every hatred. Deep down that is what they are preaching.

Yesterday a couple of guys passed me and my sis on our way back from the library .They exploded out laughing at us saying ‘who are they?’..At that moment I wished I could just pass away in peace. I don’t want any more pain. I don’t want to be laughed at anymore, receive scowls in exchange of smiles and all that fearful stares. Seriously??? What did this kid ever do to you? All these incidents are what is stimulating me to write this post. I have never written such a post. I wish I could paint these words on the surface of the universe or at least on the walls of the streets. And show the people of the world that we Muslims are not bad. We love you and have been taught to adore and respect every one of you. We have no grudge.

The more we try to understand one another the more exceptional each one of us will be. But we have to try. So no matter which religion you are, from Muslims to Atheists you have to try. Try to understand the other persons worth and what he is suffering from. I should feel free to shout Allahu Akbar in the crowd and not expect people to run away in urgency and fear. Try to make the world a better place. Look inside yourself and recognize how the change begins with you. It starts with me. It starts with us all.

That’s all I can say and I don’t want to say more because none of us are pure souls but we know what we must do to be one. I hope it changes some minds that have thought wrong over the years.And I apologise deeply from the core of my heart if I have written anything wrong.

Please.Let’s stop the hate. I am just a kid and I want to enjoy my life to the fullest. I don’t want to face hate vibes and feel insecure everywhere I go. Earth is our home. We share it. Earth has no religion or gender and so we have no rights to sweep any kind of people from the face of the Earth.

We have no rights to judge anyone by their gender, or religion. This is why we have a day of judgment when we will be judged by the Almighty Allah. And on that very day he who really is bad will receive the worst punishment that no human mind is capable of thinking about. Our job is to preach love and dungeon hatred.

THIS VIDEO IS GOING TO ANSWER A LOT OF QUESTIONS!! PLEASE HELP THE PEOPLE WHO THINK WRONG UNDERSTAND.

With this I’ll end it.Stay safe everyone and have great days ahead.

TC

Shaima.A.R

 

 

 

 

Such a grace is nature.

 

 

The voice of nature is truly pleasing.

cool and calm is it’s melody as it flows.

Steadily crawling right up your mind and

Refreshing every whit of your heart and soul

Spreading its warmth and refreshing essence throughout your body.

The cool zephyr blows on your body,

flapping your hair and your clothes

with its comforting energy as if wanting

you to fall asleep amidst it’s chilly universe.

Indulging you to shut your eyes and lay there forever.

The smell of wet grass and the tickling green grasses

Below your feet are so jolly

And make the perfect, most beautiful platform

To rest your body.

To be within natures endless beauty is the best way

To take a break from  life’s hectic courses.

 

 

OTAKU! And PROUD!😘😘

Yes I am an Otaku 🙂 🙂 large.

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Bonjour sweet stuffs! ❤ ❤  :*  :*

 

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IF YOU ARE AN OTAKU TOOO WELCOME ^^

Did I ever mention about being a proud ‘OTAKU’?? 😕

Nah I don’t think so…hmm…but why? How weird! Isn’t it? I blog about almost every possible stuff but now I realized this feeling hilarious.

Anyway anime has always been my favorite and will always be.Starting from the graphics till the way  the tale turns out is really inexpressible.Trust me!! 😀 😀 You will only be able to sense the rare addiction that these fabtastic anime cartoons possess if only you watch atleast a single episode of any anime.I swear you’ll love it.For instance I would recommend Fairytail as it is my active favorite anime. 😀 😀 😛 😛 :*

No one is born with fandoms.Duh??! And thus the fact that I used to switch the tv channel when I used to catch even the slightest glimpse of the anime related cartoons ,flickers across my mind when ever I run through my anime zone.Turning slightly pink I can’t help but spread a slight smile.What a change!! Lol I was only a kid that time and taste buds change as you grow up so give me a break B) .

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(WHEN SOMEONE MESSES WITH ANIME BE LIKE !!!)

MY top favoites LIST!!!!

FAIRYTAIL ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤

THE BEST TEAM EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Isshukaan friends :* :* :* (one week friends)

TOKYO GHOUL

CLANNAD

If you have already watched the following then you are awesome!! and if you haven’t what are you waiting for??????? :O 😛

MY IDLE!!! MY LOVE

ERZA SCARLET!!!!! ❤ ❤ :* (I’LL DO A POST ON HER LATER 😉 )

That’s all for todayyy..

HOPE YOU ENJOYED IT!!!

ALL THE LOVE

SHAIMA.A.R

TC

 

 

Life’s perils.

Life comes rushing towards you out of immense darkness.

And to grace this invitation ,tags along innumerable intriguing perils.

Making decisions to dig through this is the grossest ever examination.

The people ,the choices,the decisions,time and place.

If you play a little clumsy with one of them or even try being unworried.

That’s where you are doing your mightiest error ever.

Even when you burst with confidence

It all turns out to be a disappointment.

No doubt it all is a trick.

Its best to always have moderate confidence everything.

Average and moderate.

Neither too much nor too less.

Somewhere in between.

That’s the best place.( My kinda advice)

I don’t know how your story might turn out to be

And the brave decisions you make.

If you have were triumphant in your life lessons.

Then thumbs up for them all!!!!

And I wish you a million good luck for the upcoming wild storms in your life.

Don’t lose hope.

You will find your path eventually just like you did for the rest.

But don’t miss out hard work! 😉 😉 Duhhh XD

 

Tc

Shaima A.R